This Isn't Very Good

by Why Bother?

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released 12 November 2013

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Track Name: This Isn't Very Good
i’m not sure i could be more unproductive. i can’t say i’m very proud of myself. i haven’t been up before two this entire month. i haven’t had a reason to leave the house this week. i cant bring myself to clean up any of this mess. i’ll barricade myself in dishes and delivery. I don’t feel bad, but i know that i fucked up. and i guess i shouldn’t tell you that. Could i let everyone down any more? I’ll excuse myself to avoid the knot in my gut. it’s crippling. i can’t speak to you. i don’t feel bad, but i know that i fucked up. and i guess i shouldn’t tell you that. i’m not motivated enough to better me. i guess i never really try and i won’t.
Track Name: Parasite
why are you still here? where are you going? do you have a plan? ‘cause if you don’t, it’ll catch up to you. so parasitic. you know, you placed yourself so close. you’re just a leech who’s so firmly latched onto the vein. you’ll find another host. goodbye for good, soon i hope. there’s no debt here, there’s no blood here, no i don’t owe you. so parasitic. you know, you placed yourself so close. you’re just a leech who’s so firmly latched onto the vein. so emaciated, the foundation’s been crumbling. i hope you know that you’ll suffocate when we go down. you can’t stay forever.
Track Name: Long Road
There’s a long road between us and i don’t think i can make it work. it’s not that i’m giving up on you or the idealistic us. it’s just that i don’t think i have the strength to be enough. you’ll find someone else and end up better off. i’m sorry that i’m scared. i guess i’ll see you around. it feels like everyone’s watching and even though they want the best for me, there’s so much pressure. it’s not that i’m giving up on you or the idealistic us. it’s just that i don’t think i have the strength to be enough. you’ll find someone else and end up better off. i’m sorry that i’m scared. i guess i’ll see you around. i’m sorry that i’m not ready to be enough. it’s not that i’m giving up on you or the idealistic us. it’s just that i don’t think i have the strength to be enough. you’ll find someone else and end up better off. i’m sorry that i’m scared, but maybe one day.
Track Name: I Exist Alone
i’ll just stay in and slowly close my eyes. nothing done, can’t handle anyone. (there’s nothing here.) I’ll find my place. i’llstare into my hands. Avert my eyes so i don’t invite. (it’s safer at home.) i exist alone, but i do it to myself. i exist alone. yea, i guess i’m feeling off tonight. i shouldn’t have assumed you would have known. (i try not to let on.) i am not afraid of death, but i am scared to die alone. (most nights i think i might.) i exist alone, but i do it to myself. i exist alone, but i do it to myself. what am i defending myself from? i exist alone, but i do it to myself. i exist alone, but i do it to myself. i’m on the edge and i’d rather not get there. i’m on the edge and i’d rather not get there. you wouldn’t understand.